Ever since I was a child, I have suffered from bouts of OCD, anxiety and clinical depression. In 1988, I started practicing meditation. It helped a great deal and, in 1995 I started a meditation group to teach others the benefits of meditation. While my practice was very helpful, I still occasionally had depressions. The last one, in 2006, was different in that I had the sense that I was not the only one suffering - in fact there were millions of others suffering and, as soon as I shifted my mind-state outward and started sending out thoughts of love & compassion to all sentient beings, the darkness finally lifted and my heart was filled with peace and light. I have since set up a website of my experiences and the path I took out of the darkness - www.pathofthelotus.org. May all beings be free from suffering. May all beings know compassion, understanding and peace.
